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I'd smile with tear filled eyes, brake our promise of no lies, just to see your eyes stay dry, alone I'd break, alone I'd cry. I'd smile with nothing but empty thoughts in my head, laying here soaked pillows in my bed. I'd smile with a face so true, a painted face that'd fool even you. I'd smile with a blood dripping arm, just to hurt myself and for you no harm. I'd smile even if I was dying inside my mind. Thinking of the words that I'll never find. I'd smile as I lay not breathing, eyes closed tight, no painful view. Even when my life ends always remember this...I'llsmile_foryou.


I'm not sure what to put here, I don't even feel like I know who I am anymore..


Heff-Woo what is there to say, you've been my best friend since 5th grade. I love you more then you know. We've been through thick and thin, lol. I MEAN THHIICK AND THIN. Better to just say EVERYTHING. You have been the one that has never turned their back on me, and I remember that. I promise I'm here for you always, Joe is my best guy friend, but you are my best friend ever. I love you girl, always<3


Let me down with no reason, just tell me you don't care.
Please don't lead me on, and make me still feel you there.
I trusted in us so much and how everything use to be.
Then my sun just seems to fade, a dark cloud's over me.
Each day my sky is a darker color and I can't see the sun.
I look in the mirror and ask what's happened what's been done.
No answers to my questions, the ones I need to know the worst.
Falling in love wasn't my problem believeing in it so much was my first.
I choose to cry alone here, the place where I feel the most at ease.
Inside I started to heal, but I felt the weakness in my knees.
Nothing more then wanting to be loved, and have someone who listens.
My eyes are only blood shot now, the're glazed, no longer do they glisten,
My heart isn't much anymore either just something that keeps me alive.
It had it's worst plumet, a complete down fall, and never again will I drive.
I broke my soul, my heart, and my ability to stay strong in life.
No longer does the scars haunt me just the temptations of the knife.

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